God is just too amazing.

Today something happen in my life hahas relax not like people die or something but just some stuff that make me feel down..
then i was really really very down i even cried out on my way home lols. In the MRT train, i wrote a letter to God and started reflecting on my day and i found out that nonsence! i look at everything and there was nothing to feel down about but still we are humans not super man so ya still will feel down. hahas. that is human for you hahas. But God really rocks i tell u. i just wrote a letter to him and i feel alot better. There is good thing about those that happen to me and i really grow more..i apply what i learn today in my life hahas.
Dont worry i will get over it soon of course i still feel a little sad.hahas.

some random stuff…

hi everyone.
Are you doing fine with your group?hahas..I was thinking that everyone should have a heart of a shepherd.
what do i mean by that? okay i was thinking that everyone of us should really care for everyone that we know like a shepherd.
If anyone that you know, have a problem, really be like a shepherd and really go and help them and really go and care for them too.

At first i had this though that who would want problem but XueYong told me this la. ‘be happy when problems come firstly, problem help you to grow and secondly, when problem comes, it really mean that God is with you.’ i find that quite true.And i wanna challenge everyone to ask God for problems have a problematic day:D

thx God.

wanna thank God for my result that i get so far

ENGLISH-44/80(haven add oral and compo and have to do adjustment so result should be good:D)
MATHS-80/100
MT-40/100
SCIENCE-69.5/100(but teacher say add in all my other result should have 70plus)
GEO-65/100
LIT-UNKNOWN YET
HIST-73.5/100
ART-UNKNOWN YET

From this i can say that God is good i did my best and God did the rest:D
i am sad with my chinese , science and geo result i mean i did well. For science , the paper was sec 3 NA standard and Geo was i COULD HAVE DONE BETTER! wasted. MT is really CMI i really tried my best.At least i did….

BUT ALL I GOT THIS BECAUSE OF GOD IT MAY BE NOT AS GOOD AS I EXPECTED BUT STILL WANNA THX GOD FOR THE GOOD RESULT AND OF COURSE THE BAD RESULTS TOO:D    HAHAS….
THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING INCLUDING GOOD TIMES OR BAD TIMES AMEN?

SBW IS CUI AND I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING!AHH IT TIME TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

I SERIOUSLY FORGOTTEN MY PURPOSE OF GOING TO SBW LE!!!!sorry God. Cg member  and those dying souls in sbw.T.T……
when i was send there because i need to grow the kingdom of God not to play around and explore sbw.But seriously Gods kingdom.I been forcusing on other stuff rather then the kingdom of God.

i been slaming on tables and thinking why no people for service but i not doing anything….now it time for a change.!Everyone who is not growing well in the kingdom of God now let me remind Me and You that we are here on Earth to Grow the kingdom of God not playing around like me!
          BEWARE:SATAN THE KINGDOM OF GOD WILL BE GROWING!

my bloody tooth.

today i went to the visit the dentist…to pull out one of my tooth.haha….it is something like david hoe the…the dentist dont have enough strength so the break my tooth then pull lol!she break le then still cant pull out hehe.It was bloody at that time then the dentist called another dentist to come over to help pull out my tooth.but she was able to pull out my tooth before another dentist came over.The dentist told me that the blood would stop within an hour….ZZZ..i am now still biting that gauze it been 2hrs le!!!still bleeding zz and my mouth is now numb and tired….

It starts who you.Plan and Prayer

i think God wanted to tell me this for a long time…IT START WITH ME,ME AND ME.
Seriously i heard this ALOT of times..today got 2 le lol..i know God want to tell me this but i does not want to do it.
As i was outreaching i too out a survey and a pen and started to write down my problem etc…i write and write woo a long piece…I found out there is alot of problem who me.And some of the problem are the same as others Example:Laziness
I really start thinking.If i dont start,people will wait for others to start and so will I and if this goes on NO ONE!will EVER EVER EVER EVER starts..No one starts means no one will grow on their own and the church will stop growing…..

There to dream again.

Most of us are too experience about certain things that we do not dare to dream over our limitations.Dream shows us about how big is our God.
E.g. if we believe that God is small our dream will be small but if we believe that out God is big, our dream will be big.

regrets gets us no where.We people like to live in the past.And past have alot of regrets.This regrets wont allow us to dream for God.

Dream is what we expect from God.We must ask God to give strengthen us everytime because we people tent to stay tired and weary.so in order to be able to continue to dream big, we need God strength!so now lets start dreaming again!

Special Grocery list.

louise redden, a poorly dressed lady wait a look of defeat on her face walked into a grocery store.She approached the owner of the store in a most humble manner and asked if he would let her have a few groceries.She solfly explained that her hasband was very ill and unable to work,they had seven children and they needed food.John Longhouse,the grocer,scoffed at her and requested that she leave his store at once.Thinking about the family needs,she said: ‘please sir!I bring you the money just as soon as i can.’John told her he could not give her the loan.Standing beside the counter was a customer who overheard the conversation between the two.The customer walked forward and told the grocer that he would pay for what ever she needed for her family.The grocer said in a very reluctant voice, ‘Do you have a grocery list?’Louise replied, ‘Yes sir.’ ‘O.K’ he said, ‘ put your grocery list on the scales and whatever your grocery waighs,I will give you that amount in groceries..’

Louise hasitated a moment,with a bowed head, then she reached into her purse and took out a piece of paper and scribbled something on it she then laid the piece of paper on the scale carefully with her head she bowed.The eyes of the grocer and the customer showed.amazement when the scales went down and stayed down.The grocer, staring at the scales, turned slowly to the customer and said begrudgingly, ‘I can’t believe it.’The customer smiled and the grocer started putting the groceries on the other side of scales.The scale did not balance so he continued to put more groceries on them until the scales would hold no more.

The grocer stood,there in utter disgust.Finally, he grabbed the piece of paper from the scales and looked at it with greater amazement.It was bit a grocery list, it was a prayer, which said:

‘Dear load,you know my needs and i am leaving this in your hands.’

The grocer gave her the groceries that he had gathered and stood in stunned silence.Louise thanked him and left the store. The other customer handed a fifty-dollar bill to the grocer and said: ‘Tt was worth every penny if it.only God knows how much a prayer weights.’

UNKNOWN WRITER.

we need to change and repent.

Today i went to our unit prayermeet and i find something very truth about what the leaders say.
They say that last time everywhere we go at northpoint we see people outreaching.People go to BK to rest after outreach but now its not
Its is a place where we use to slack.We use to ask people to eat with us after outreach because we are tired but now?We are asking people out to eat because are hungry and have NOTHING TO DO!

Last time every service we see North having converts but now we dont see it happening.We need to be mad for having no convert but we are like nevermind last week also like this.WE HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE GREAT COMMISSION!
I know i have done wrong too so i gonna start changing the world and not flow with the world.

randoms thought

i think as we beginning to become old in christ,we start to lost our child-like faith.
come to think of it when the first time i come to know christ i am like a child whatever my cl tell me to do i do without asking.
we do with faith.BUT now look at us.We are living with facts.

okay.last time when our leader ask us to go outreach we just go.
now?when they call us to outreach we will sometimes say no need la i have been outreaching for months and i know at this time there are no one.
what is this where is our faith?
lets be child like once again.